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The God of my mercy shall preserve me Psalm 59:10

I am Joshua. I was born on 02.06.1982 in a Christian family. My parents were very good believes in Lord Jesus. In spent my childhood very happily. When I was studying 8 th Class. I used to go to cinemas without attending the school. I have seen six cinemas in a week. I failed 8th Class due to shortage of attendance with the fear of my parents , I left my house for three days After produced Medical certificate on head master promoted me to 9th Class. But I continued in the same habit without attending the quarterly, half yearly and pre final in X Class. I appeared directly for public examination and passed in I Class. Afterwards I completed my Intermediate (10+2) studies. I joined in B. Tech to study engineering during this period. I began to smoke and drinking of liquor. I had a great desire to ecru more money and lead my luxuriously. I want a good position and profession in this society.

I had good hope that I have passed B. Tech exams if I study only two days because I am clever. I never attended the practical or classes in my college. I got attendance by paying the money. I passed lab practical with recommendation of our seniors. But I was failed in regularly supplementary exam of I year. So, I retained in II year B. Tech. I left shame while my classmates were promoted to III year. I also felt very shameful to study with my juniors with whom I was made ragging. My father did all efforts for my promotion, but it was vain One day when I was alone in room, I want to do end to my life same night, all my desires disappeared in my life. I decided to go HimalayasMountains for pray. If my God Jesus appeared. I will live for Him otherwise I die. I left my engineering education and came to my house. I remember that my mother was very sick when I was leaved my home after failed the 8th class. So I want to stay at home for a short period for the sake my mother’s health. But I was continuing in smoking, drinking and gambling. One day I got swear fever Lord torched my heart and provided me salvation by His grace. When ever I have seen old people. I think that one day I will be like this and I became discouraged about life.  Lord Jesus is My Breath and All…

After God saved me and accepted me as His son. I began to face the troubles and temptation. God has spoken me whenever I was in prayer. The voice of God same times comforted me and some time make me fearful. So I confused for that voice One day when I was in prayer. I have seen my Lord Jesus. He is the unspeakable and un expressible figure. One day I was beside the railway back Satan forced me to fell under the train forsake because he wants to see how the God saved me... But at the same time two fold energy prevented me and pressure me from the harm. Once I went to outside of the town for prayer. While I am praying the lizard climbing on me. I feared and returned to my home. But I felt sorry for statue got cretory on my prayer. I had lot of incidents like this. God has given me the Gospel preaching ministry. The population of World is 700 Cores. I prayed God for winning of souls of 10% of the population i.e., 70 lakhs sold. God said me that he will give what I expected from Him. For Gospel preaching I will go the Nepal country in the year 2008. The Lords presence is with me. That is all in all in my life. I can` t live without this. Last two years I felt sorry for lack of peace and joy. All the mocking and hailing of the people can` t be separated me from the Lord. Kindly pray for me that I may have life, peace, grace and help of our Lord and savious Jesus Christ.

In the beginning days of my salvation my life was not victorious and jealous for the Lord like any other. I didn’t come to the Lord loving Him but with fear. In the beginning I faced much trails and temptations and criticisms and evil speaking against me. Like wise I face many trails from my own house to continue my education. I was very much troubled regarding God’s plan in my election. Before this I never attended Church. At times I was forced by my parents to attend the church. I had great fear that I may go astray from God. But after salvation my zeal for His service increased and still is increasing. Now it is very difficult for me to live without God and His presence and I cannot also. A great desire raised in me to live for Him and according to his commandments and statutes. A desire to see Him and hear His voice increased day by day. I never imagined that God will lead me in this way, saved me in a new way.

Even though I was misguided by Satan many times, God saved me and protected me and established my feet in His ways. Some times I was worried about my future. I had fear when I see beggars, why because, I thought that I will be traveling vied in preaching Gospel throughout my life. But Lord strengthened me through His words.

I won’t keep money for tomorrow but for today only. If I keep money with me, I will not depend on God, what ever I need, I will get it. If not, I will depend on the Lord, I will wait for Him then I can come closer to Him and know His greatness. Because of this the Lord will be glorified and exalted. The Lord will be happy that my son is looking at me and depending on me.

Satan is fighting against me and bringing many obstacles and problems, please pray for me that I may lead a life victorious and pleasing my Lord, whom the earth and heaven cannot contain but seated on the throne of my heart. I clearly see that the Satan fighting with me out side my heart in my prayer.

God started showing my nature very clearly after my salvation. One day a guest came to my house. At that time chicken fry was prepared in our house. It was very little. A stingy nature rose in my mind that alas! I have to give the chicken fry to this guest. Immediately God shown the bad nature within me, immediately I felt bad of my nature and selfishness just for the sake of chicken. God showed the envy, jealousy, heatedness etc., and removed them. Like wise I used to criticize and finding fault with others and rejecting people. One day in my daily Bible study, a verse from Jude 1:9 touched me that “the Lord rebuke thee” touched me. Later when I open my mouth to criticize some one, immediately God brings this verse to my remembrance. ”Man, who made me a Judge a over you Luke 12:14”.With this verse the Lord is protecting me from criticizing others.

I used to look down upon people and was very proud. But God with His grace removed all these from me. After some days I started praying like this ‘Lord remove my past memories, even incidents happened just 5 minutes back, remove the thought for tomorrow and help me not look at others but to humble myself and let me not to see the things which are visible but Thee alone.’ After this when I speak to a known person, I feel as if that person is new to me. Nothing will be kept in my memory about that person. This brought much joy into my life. I forgot many incidents in my life. I prayed that I should not think of anybody or any thing but Thee alone completely.

One day I argued and criticized with a man, I didn’t know that my behavior was very rude and proud until God spoke to me. As I came out, I heard a voice of the Lord saying ‘my son, do not be proud.’ Immediately I asked the Lord for forgiveness. Then I felt happy, my spirit leaped and heart rejoiced. First time I heard God’s voice directly, that voice was solemn, sweet, commanding and strong. I don’t have words to explain it. Why because, God’s voice is that mighty. The Lord speaking with me and renewing my spirit daily.

I washed my feet: how shall I defile them Songs of Solomon 5:3 This sentence Lord Jesus spoke to me. I` m so cried.  I prayed Like this for one year ie, " Let Me see your Face, Let Me hear Your voice. Songs of Solomon 2:4" I Asked to Him Every day in prayer. Will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7,,How much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him. Matthew 7:11

One midnight at 12.30, I am afraid and started praying because Satan is attacking me directly. I continued my prayer and fighting with Satan even though I am filled with fear one side and filled with courage another side. After 2 hours, at 2.30 in the night, God spoke to me that "for the battle is not yours, but God's" 2 Chronicles 20:15. Then I am able to see a light shone upon me and Satan left. At that moment, I experienced great joy and power in my spirit. My spiritual eyes are able to see angels moving around me. It was a wonderful experience in my life. I share those experiences with you in the following lines.

Exodus 17:11: People of Israel fighting against Amalekites, when Moses held up his hands, Israel prevailed and when he let down his hands, Amalekites prevailed.

Moses, man of God, held up his hand, on behalf of Israelites, he went to seek the Lord.

We 'hold up our hands' mean "praying, looking and depending" upon God. When we start praying, the power, holiness and life of God will flow in to our lives and we will be growing in to His image and His nature. His nature and His image resembles in our life. And then the angels of God will fight for us. When we grow in holiness and abundant life of God, evil forces cannot stand against us. When they turn to the Lord, they are enlightened.

Satan works or fights against us not to live according to God's will. Our hands need to be lifted up towards God always. If we are growing in the life of prayer, we are growing in to the likeness of God. The Lord will be pleased with us, when we do everything according to God's will.

You can experience the deepest spiritual things but, you cannot explain them in words. It is very difficult to explain the deepest spiritual things of inner life. One day when I was meditating up on our dear Lord Jesus, I could experience the power of His grace and then my heart is filled and overflowing with heavenly happiness, it is cannot be understood by the world. And this world is covered with full of sufferings and problems. But, there is a great joy after the problems. From that day onwards, I started sharing the things of God's grace and many are benefited by my sharing. But, I am unable share fully and completely. The tongue cannot explain the things fully but the Spirit of God made it possible.

"We need to have relationship with eternal God through prayer, which is breath of spiritual life".

The person who sacrifice himself to God and like server the God with whole heartily have to face battle b/t Satan and his servants. And they always fought with the person repeatedly and he always apposes the person to go nearer to God why because they always likely to be destroy his (Satan) kingdom and his servants. "The darkness is past, and the true light now shineth. 1 John 2:8"

You are going nearer to God. The more you reaches near to God the more the Satan afraid. When God comes closer to us His presence increases gradually, His glory filled in us gradually.

"The riches of Glory of his inheritance in the saints. Ephesians 1:8", "The glory which thou gavest me I have given them. John17:22"

God is Filled is us very strong and completely as Satan do not hidden place he always stand at out of side of the heart and try to get inside in any way, and he(Satan) always propose us to do wrong things before God. "Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit is ready, but the flesh is weak. Mark 14:38" ,, " Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7

Satan can` t stand in the presence of God why because Satan belongs to dark. We looked to be God` s light to other since us filled with light of God because …….

" we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory , even as by the spirit of the Lord. 2 Corinthians 3:18

Many times in my life also Satan is trying to direct me showings worldly, desires, opportunities He tried hard but God is protecting me from diverting.( So many big organization call to me and also money).

Once I started praying by keeping my mobile beside me. Normally when I start praying I start 15 or 20 mints silently I will be (meditating Him in my heart and search for – this time my thoughts, thinking, imagination will be ob God, I will be always searching for God always in prayer my eyes and myears will always desirous to see Him and to hear His voice. After that I slowly start praying as He leads me, during this time I will be enjoying His presence (very much), during this time all my thoughts will be on Him and with Him, after I worshiping to Lord. After I look up my eyes and heart filled His presence and Touched His presences my heart( This is amazing). While in prayer I felt that some one was taking my mobile but it was un worthy than His presence. Some times it will be very difficult to end prayer because of the happiness in the presence of Lord. After my prayer my mobile was not there but there was no sadness for that. I worshipped like this " Lord, without your permission nothing will happen". After that I got my mobile. Our family is a lower middle class family.

Satan could` t divert me without worldly pleasure (desire) tried to divert me, indirectly by creating problems in home(family). So many times He (Satan) succeed by diverting to me. I always wanted everyone (at home) to be happy, when I saw the disturbance (problems) caused by Satan I will be is distress many times because got defeated by Satan. In such times Satan will overpower me with disbelief and fear, I asked to Lord like this " Lord, I am unable to do your service". But when God re-visits me I will be restored by putting my eyes on Him during this time a flame of faith and strength will be burning in me. Then I would face Satan daringly. This time when I saw the Love of God I cried and asked to Lord pray like this "LORD WHY ARE YOU LOVING ME AN UNBLE PERSON".

When St. Peter was walking on water seeing Jesus but when he saw air and water he drowned. When St. Peter's eyes got diverted from Jesus he got drowned. (Matthew 14: 29 And he said, Come and when peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus.

But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying Lord save me)

I have learned that our eyes should be fixed on LORD JESUS. Now my eyes are on God. Thanks for your prayers while not knowing any thing of me.( Hebrews 12 : 2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith).In my life I wet to keep my eyes on God and to do his will by making Him happy as a sweet fraqsance To Him.

One afternoon, I started praying like this: "Lord! Observe me, Search me, and test me. You are the one who created me and you are my deliverer and you alone knew me very well" As I am praying I did not see anything wrong in me but, slowly, I realized that I am lacking one thing. After spending more than one and half hour in prayer, then only I found my inner life filled with evil desires and sinful nature, which are not pleasing to God. Nothing is hidden to the Lord. The eyes of God see every thing clearly. And I confessed with deep repentance and prayed to the Heavenly Father to remove my sinful life and sinful nature from my inner life. Suddenly, I had the experience of spiritual renewal and newness.

Months together I prayed like this "Lord! Give me a humble life, to serve every body, let me take least priority. But, I failed to pray this request heartfully. In the heart of hearts there is a strong desire that I need some identity and recognition and some position. One day, I strongly felt that the power and presence of God taken away from me. When we are close to God we will sense his presence, power and our mouth will be filled with praise and thanksgiving. But, I lost all of them. Then only I realized that having some position or having every thing on this earth without our dear Lord Jesus is a waste, hopeless and I cannot even sustain without Lord Jesus. Then I cried unto God "Lord! Nothing I need on this earth besides you. My entire life is for your glory, your pleasure, your honor and helps me to live a life according to your will".

I don't remember the things and words I spoke before 10 mints. Many things happened in my life I have forgot because always (moments) my eyes will be fixed on God and also I've prayed to God to make like this because God not will be see our past life but will check how we are at present. One day I was praying God had spoken to me Like this "Don` t waste time" I usually waste my time. After offering prayers I started to read the Bible there I found the same phrase ie., "Do` t waste time" Ephesians 5:15 because "And the word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth. John 1:14"

One another day I attended meeting. I sat in the last row when I went there a sort of nervousness started in me. Then I prayed to God and as lied Him permission to leave the place Then I heard God saying sweetly "GO". But I got a doubt whether it was the voice of God or the Satan. Immediately I prayed to God, O Lord it is really your voice the rain drops must fall now where on except my palm before the person finishes the prayers. It was a raining season to great my surprise the rain drops fell on my hand only. With this incident I felt greatly please and went home. " Your Word is very pure; Therefore Your servant loves it. Psalm 119:140"

Of His own will He brought us forth by the word of truth, that we might be a kind of first fruits of His creature. James 1:18

In the beginning of the my life, I used to read Gods words only for a few minutes even for this short period I used to get head ache continued for at least six months. I went to a doctor for check up. He prescribed me to use spects even after using spects my head ache did not go then I prayed to the Lord for help me. He helped me. I was comforted I read Gods words.

If we read these words with our heart definitely those words will work on us. I have a strong desire to follow the Gods words in my life. I have observed the change in my behaviour while reading the Bible. Word of God seen and correct my nature. They encourage me and show the right path of life. My heart fills with utmost pleasure after reading His words. Still I learn more and more about Him and there by get enormous energy.

For example , I use to treat poor and rich persons in a different way. I showed partiality to poor persons. But after reading "Leviticus 19:15:- you shall not be partial o the poor, nor honor the person of the mighty. Leviticus 19:15". Never show partiality to poor … Lord Jesus changed my nature and started to the love the poor. In this way God has showered His Grace, His nature filled in my Heart. Removing my nature. "For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Hebrew 1:12"

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ. Ephesians 1:3

we are filled with Gods spirit we always look for God. Our spiritual eyes filled the presence of God. This comes through faith in God and Grace of God. The grace of God can be seen God mighty presence. I just want to explain the things in depth But God has not permitted me to write more than this.
I, in my Lord and my Lord abiding in me is my spiritual journey experience. It is very difficult to explain this. *John 15:4- “Abide in Me, and I in you.*

Once the nature of desiring from others entered into me. That time had fear (Psalm 119:38). I stated thinking why this desiring nature entered me. With fear and confusion I prayed to God help me. Then I could see clearly that Satan in trying to inject that nature into me. I got laugh at the act of Satan & immediately I rebuked Satan to get back in the name of Lord Jesus. Then the nature i.e., Satan` s temptation gone away from me. * Luke 21:36- Watch therefore, and pray always that you may be counted worthy to escape all these things that will come to pass, and to stand before the Son of Man.*

Satan tempted me to sin. Why because “1 John 3:4- Transgression of the Law is sin”. Exodus 20:17- Thoushalt not covet anything of thy neighbors”. (Romans 7:12- Therefore the law is holy and the commandment holy and just and good). Satan tempted me to violet this commandment. We should be sober & praying always. Then only we can overcome this kind of temptation & can see everything clearly, walking is Gods foot steps, having the holy, fulfilling Gods will & glorifying Gods name. When we live this kind of life, God will be glorified in our lives.* (Romans 7:7- On the contrary, I would not have known sin except through the law, For I would not have known covetousness unless the law had said “You shall not covet”.)

Our old nature is crucified with Christ, having the new nature i.e., nature of Jesus Christ, we will be transforming into this image. Satan keep on struggling/fighting with us that Christ image should not be formed in us. Keeping in our old nature in view, He (Satan) always launches arrows up on us. When we overcome these triads to win over image of Christ will be made perfect in us. In order to win over Satan, we need to pray always & live pleasing life to God. ** Romans 6:6- knowing this, that our old man was crucified with Him, that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves of sin , *Galatians 5:1- Stand the fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free, and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage.**

I like one place so I used to go there. But my God did` t like it so He commanded me not to go. Then I stopped going there. Why because I DON`T WANT WHAT I LIKE, I WANT ONLY WHAT GOD LIKES. We need to learn to do Gods will or desire but not ours. We need to love those God loves. Then only God is glorified in us. ** John 15:14- “You are My friends if you do what-ever I command you”,, Luke 22:42- Nevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done.,, Luke 11:28- More than that, blessed are those who hear the word of God and keep it,, James 1:22- But de doers of the word, and not hears only, deceiving yourselves..**

In these days I forgot about North India. I thought I will serve the Lord in our district. But once again God reminded me about North India. Then I determined saying `Lord` definitely I will go to North India leaving everything because it is pleasing to you. When we obey the Lord, His spirit will be pleased in us thinking, My Son is obeying me. When we live like that Satan can` t stand before us and it will flee from us. ** Ephesians 6:6- As bondservants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart.,, James 4:7- Therefore submit to God, Resist the devil and he will from you *

When we obey God, God will shine is us through Satan can` t see that light & will run afar off. How much ever we show obedience to Gods impact will flow in us without measure. Whoever touches us, Gods power will heal them. Then we will have the breath of spirit of life. God’s power, life & light will flow through us & will touch, attract and lead many to God. God desire is that we all should live like that. **Mathew 5:14,16- “you are the light of the world”. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify Your Father in Heaven,, Ephesians 5:8, 10- Now you are light in the Lord .10. Finding out what is acceptable to the Lord. Walk as the children of Light. **

God given me a life to love every one equally. I have so many friends they all are elder than me. One time I asked a prayer request to one well known person but he did not given reply. I felt very sad in my heart after, God Shows to Me, I made to understand. Sun gives its light equally each and every person similarly God also roses in every person directly (Ephesians 4:6 One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all). Than I memorized St Paul words "Galatians 1:12, 16,15. ,,

I prayed like this " MY DEAR LORD, keep me under Your authority, Your mighty Hands and by Your everlasting will made me to walk in your ways and protect my foot and stabilize it. And MADE ME TO BLOSSOM YOUR GLORY LIKE A FLOWER. And made me to see which are visible and to see invisible i.e., You by repeatedly. Again write you my prayer details as a will of God.

Many Christians desire to live happily in this world and after death to reach heaven. But our mind should always be upon the things that are above. We need to pray for them. When we do so, Satan will get fear in him because we are praying for eternal things. When we pray for the things that are above, God will grant us things which are necessary to live on this earth too.
**Matthew 6:33- But seek the first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and ALL THE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED TO YOU.**

Many Christians will pray for earthly things alone. God will grant them but no prosperity/growth in their spiritual life. Satan always encourages to do so. Why means these are all perishable & God doesn’t like them.** * James 4:4- Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.,, John 6:27- Do not labor for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the father has set His seal on Him. (1 Corinthians 10:5,6 read on bible)**

Our prayer & mind should be always for the glory of the Lord. This kind of prayer will be powerful and faithful and can strengthen others. **Titus 2: 12, 13- Denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously , and godly in the present age. Looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ,, 1 Thessalonians 4:3, 4- This is the will of God, your sanctification. That each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor.**

During my beginning days of salvation I could not pray for Gods glory. Once a person asked me to pray for his sickness. Then I had only one thing in my mind. I prayed “Lord, heal that person, You will be glorified”. Immediately God healed him. God will be honored when we pray for His names glory. God wants us all to pray in this manner. **1 Corinthians 10:31-What ever you do, do all to the glory of God,, Colossians 3:23- Whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men.**

Many Christians pray but they don` t wait in God presences for answer. They pray and close soon. After the prayer, We need to meditate quietly, beholding the God` s face, listening His voice and waiting for the answer with desire. During this time our spirit will be please and strengthened. God will speak to us & Reveal His will, renew our mind and answer our prayers. God desires such a people of prayer.* Lamentation 3:41- Let us life our hearts and hands To God in heaven

In the intial stages of my life I don` t know how to pray. In the prayer meetings when I heard the prayers of the believers they usually pray with burdain exulting God in their prayers. I used to a fell a lot as I don't know to pray in that means. So I clearly prayed in my heart "Lord please forgive me as I don't know how to pray, please teach me to pray such that it is acceptable unto there.

Now a days I learned that prayer means spending time with Lord. I understood that is prayer we breath heavenly air. In Him was life(John 1:4) when he breathed the man because a living creature. I understood that breath is our life (Genesis).


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